A place of solitude

Do you ever feel like you have given all you could to life and it's entities but have nothing in return? All that you live up for appreciates you less than what you try to put away.

Do you feel confined in a cell with no air to gasp out your hearts desire? That whatever you live for does not live for you.  That if given a chance you would take the next flight to *oklahoma* where you know none and not one knows you.

Serenity a state of mind free from stress. Tranquillity, peace, calmness. Words you wish to experience but you just read them. They won't call to see how you are doing its always you to call. They won't ask you for a day out you have to squeeze time out of them.

What next you ask. What am I doing wrong? Am I too good for this life? Am I meant to be forever alone.  That village witch with the a thousand cats? Should you just ignore them too and the career person soo successful but no one to share the success with?

You feel like Wednesday no one notices you and your efforts.  No good programs come your way unless the usual weekly stuff scheduled for you. You prefer to be Monday hated but always in people's Speeches but still want Friday, they, always anticipating to see you.

This is the beginning, life is a journey you can't wait for the end.  The voyage ain't entertaining.  Tomorrow should come today is not half way gone.  Should you stay or exit through the first. Is the perseverance worth it? Is the next day going to be better? Is where you are headed better or the green will fade to brown

by ♡Tyemb♥