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Wednesday 8 March 2017

Saudade


Have you ever met a person
The connection is from the heavens
before you even speak to them
before you even mark off the key things in the check list of the one.
The ideal man.
You see a future with them and you are ready to fight
Its not love yet,
You are not physically thinking of them
You just want to listen to them
The animals in their head
Their fears and tears
What makes them tickle  and the time bomb in them
would they be a good company in a road trip
what is their most danced to music
I would enjoy counting the stars with this one
Do they name cloud and shape them
what happens when they drink their selves silly
how angelic are they when they close their eyes in rest


But the fear
Of rejection
Of heart aches
Is there another person in their life
Why don’t they make the move
What if the worst happens
What is the worst that can happen
Is the feeling mutual

you convince yourself, Let it go,
Its not meant to be
Its probably just a fling
Soon it will be out  of mind
It cannot work but you cannot quit
Three weeks down
They are still making laps In your mind

Do you make the call?
Do you drop a text?
Is there a cool way of making the move?
Will the perceived intention the ones to be received?
Will they be warmly reciprocated?
can you live with the result?
should you just drop the rose?




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