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Tuesday, 24 January 2017

Make Me Understand

A silent evening off the Thursday thunderstorm. You posted the grand sale that your friend had made. It was quite funny… and although we were not friends but acquaintances, I thought I could slide right through and share the little ray of light that you had glammed my 3.2mm frown with.

As a creature of serenity and simplicity, tomorrow I want to follow the butterfly, down the white sands as it lands on the cowry shell. I want to watch the stars off the roof robbed kitchen as we warm muthoki with Smokey eyes. But I do not understand why not do that now.

Evening cappuccino as you sip your black tea and bite of  your cheese beef sandwich… I am mad because I had to do shopping that I did not need because I was waiting for you… how? I do not know! because your phone was off at the time we were to meet. Why not just go home? I do not understand.

But how does tomorrow look like? Do we have an assured scene? Will my dog see me as a good mother? Did all the words we uttered there truth based? Does my housemate secretly complain of the shoes I leave on the door step?

Why don’t we just say what we want? I think life is too shorts to get entangled when you just need/want a single bite. We do not need to lie to ourselves to smile through the day. Why wet the pillow overnight and cover conceal the eye bugs in make up.

Brethren come clean. If you want a beer instead of sparkling water… its way cheaper and they both quench the thirst. If you want to slip into flip flops  and not your timbers to the first date, they are comfortable than the tie and leather pinky toe pressing crocodile skin shoes.

Sistren; put on the shirt dress, wear the bata ngomas in all colours all week. Say hi to your Dzaaadzy for me while in Malawi yucking the sushi but pretending to like it while on snap. Work your ass off  your ass in the 3 layers of make up and the tight skirts up the corporate ladder.

Because at the end of the day they(we) will still talk. Give them something interesting to put next to your name.


Know what? ...Actually am better off not understanding. thanks 

MM

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