PROMISE TO LOVE YOU

Dear me,

I know we have not had the best relationship yet… I have not loved you the way you ought to be loved I have not given you the attention you require… but please bare with me; I am trying my best. I am trying to be the best person for you.  So this year, I promise to love you the way you ought to be loved.

1.     I promise to Date you.

I will spoil you to the best of my abilities. I will give you the big teddy bear that you always wanted , I will take you out for dates and buy you chicken wings often. I will shower you with flowers and fragrance from the best vendors I will take you out to the park and museums for the peace of mind as you write and collect your pieces.

2.     I promise to take care of you.

Dress you in the decent fashionable and classy cloths no more TJR. I promise to accessorize you with a smile and to always have high standards with you. To feed you with healthy foods and to exercise you, keeping you fit. At the same time to eat all the Ice cream and hut burgers and long walks in the dark. To be there when you need me and to always kiss you goodnight and good morning because I am not letting you out of my sight.

3.     I promise to choose you.

If there is a debate and I am to pick you or someone else, I will swing you in my arms and kiss you on the forehead. I will put you first in the decisions I will make. And you will always be the person I will be searching for in a crowded place.

4.     I promise to let you be.

I know sometimes you want to be alone and enjoy/ fight with the animals in your head. This time round, I will give you your space to breath. I will not enquire you to go for a dance and you do not want to. I will not take you out for drinks and your gut is not up for it. I will not wake you up when you want to sleep. I will let you be. 

5.     I promise to be there for you.

To pick up your mess after you have vented out. To uplift your soul when you are feeling low.  To be your soul mate when you are soulless. To feed you with happiness when you are feeling low. Coz I always got your ass.

6.     I promise to always be open with you.

To say all that I need to say for the best of what we want; To have an open system that does not effort us to keep our secrets deep within. To let you free off your emotions and to always speak out what is in mind letting no one influence the decision-making.

7.     I promise to pray for you and most importantly with you.

I will pray to see you achieve your dreams and pray with you to chase your fears away. I will be there as you face your qualms and chase your trances and always seek to see you succeed in all that you do.

8.     I Promise to believe in you.

Even when I have doubts of your vision! To help you seek your fate and see you smile at night, when the stars are shining or on a dark cloudy day.

9.     I promise to love God before I love you.

I know I said you will be first but God is infinite. Until I learn to love him a quarter of how he loves me, will I learn to love you the way you want me to love you. So I am sorry I will put God’s interests before those of ours but always know that I love you First.

I know it sounds all bullshit but this is a promise I intend to keep. I might fall short in one or two point but always know I have the best intentions for you.

You make me happy and tomorrow will not come if i d not love you more than i love you today

I promise to marry you now and always to choose you. This is my solemn vow.

Yours truly and in love with you ,

Myself

*YoungWildandMorethanFree*
*MwongeliM*